I miss you..

asalammualaikum semua. selamat petang. well, tadi aku happy sangat dekat sekolah. kitorang ada buat building structure competition dan ukur kekuatan bangunan tu. hihi. satu group 5 orang. best tengok tangan Malen Ismail(abang aku) luka terkena dawai *actually kawan hahaha nama ayah je sama* jahat betul aku ni and alhamdulillah dapat tempat ketiga tapi takda hadiahh. okay sambung balik cerita, aku happy tapi tadi lahh. time on the way balik rumah, aku terjumpa.. aku ternampak dia. dia tengok aku dan buat buat tengok tempat lain. aku rasa macam nak nangis tapi nasib baik ada mama. kalau takkkkk, mesti dah nangis. macam mana dia boleh buat macam tu? baru haritu dia janji. I miss him, so badly. I always hugs his teddy whenever I miss him. will he do the same? will he miss me like I do? of course not. I love him, too much. why can't he see that? how I want to show my feelings to him? no girl will love him like I do. just mark my word. why can't he being grateful to have me? why? I can't stop asking why. I don't understand. this 19 June, our day. will he message me? i bet he will not. I will never stop loving you eventhough this feeling will kills me. ohhhhhhhh I want to sleep. bye people